tomorrow shelley and i are going kayaking. kayaking! i am thrilled. why, you ask?
because i am exercising my love of the outdoors while spending great time with my roommate.
it will be cold COLD, but worth it.
sometimes i come to my blog and scour my mind for something legitimate or fascinating or insightful or *fill in the blank* to write about that will draw people in. i don’t fashion myself to be a great writer, but the pressing question is:
do i write (actually type) words that are worth reading?
let me be vulnerable some more. i have more frequently been doubting my competence. i find myself doing this most at my workplace. the people i work with are nice, but that is the extent of it. i question how well i relate to them. what is it that makes me want to constantly prove my competency in my position?